I don't know what's worse. That my mouth is permanently cut up, or that I don't even bother eating anymore because it's an absolutely miserable task.
This is coming from someone who usually eats out of boredom and loves snacks. So it's basically TORTURE. On the upside, I guess I'll definitely lose weight. Downside - I can't live like this!!! It's killing me already.
Some things I picked up yesterday from the pharmacy:
The Medijel is for during the day, and it just numbs the pain away, haven't fully tested this one so not sure about it's effectiveness
The Kenalog is for use at bedtime, and it's meant to heal the wounds pretty fast, and also creates a paste barrier when you put it on. So far so good, I think it's healed my cuts a bit faster after one application.
I'm still eating very slowly, in little pieces and it still rubs against and hurts every time I open my mouth. I only eat when absolutely necessary. I can't believe eating has become a chore! I even turned down a birthday lunch offer at my new work because I can't eat properly. Not happy!
My inner foodie is crying me a river. Grrr. Please someone tell me it doesn't stay like this forever!
Have been neglecting blogging lately again due to work, applying for jobs, being a hermit and not wanting to do much in this freezing cold weather!
Been doing some shopping here and there:
Tony Bianco heels- bought these for work, but they are great for any outfit!
I can never help myself in the accessories section in Forever New. It's the best shop for reasonably priced goodies.
Bangles from Forever New
Also had a squiz at IGA supermarket after work and found more intriguing lollies:
Chocolate skittles!! Unfortunately these don't taste very good...
Crazy core skittles
The Blue Raspberry and Lemon ones are yum!
Hershey Almond Joys
Snapped this pretty picture of St Mary's Cathedral before going to the Sydney Winter Festival... didn't take any pictures of the actual festival though since it was so small/packed and I couldn't be bothered!
Nothing much else is new.
1) Still hunting for a job.
2) Pretty much have gone cold on the idea of going back to uni. Endless nights of stress and study, being broke, accumlating a HECS debt etc has zero appeal to me at the moment. Especially since there's no promise of a job afterwards either.
3) Have curbed my appetite for shopping. I haven't bought much lately due to being busy with work. Which is a good thing
4) In place of said shopping habit, I've been eating a ridiculous amount of junk at work. Chocolate bars which I justify because it's for charity, chips, various morning teas, cakes and whatnot. SO FAT
5) Have been slacking off at the gym, only going once a week or not at all because of overtime. Must get into it again and stop with the excuses! This cold weather really doesn't help since it just makes me want to hibernate. Grr